The nurse had had cancer too - breast cancer - but was unable to reassure me as to the horribleness of chemo. She said she'd had hers at the Horton, and they were really good there. I'm tempted to look into changing hospitals, but fear it would just be too much. Besides, I couldn't get to the Horton on my own; also, the Churchill has the Maggie's Centre - if I ever manage to get there!
Two nice things happened: Sue Jenkins asked if I might like to do some editing for her small press; and Mandy and Gerry Haines sent a HUGE box of Hotel Chocolat choklit ... which I shall look forward to very much, when I can eat properly again.
Stoopid cancer.